Lord, i want to say thank for UR blessing of every day....
Lord,give me a power,heatlhy,wisdom, patiently,blessed,be haviour, and so big strong girl....
makasihhhh bgt bwt my BIG BOSSSS JC..yg udah nyertaiin gw di penang-malay so the first time gw xmas celebrate in overseas...anyway gw ngerasaaaaaaaaaaa lonely bgtt lahhh..ampe2 subuh gini gw blomm tidurrr pdhal ntar pagi gw kudu missa pagi jam9 am...busettttttttttttttt..modommm..ntar gw curhat dl aja my blog..
dear xmas eve...
banyak bgt yg gw pikirin en gw bayangi...skrg keluarg gw lg ngunpul secara githu lohhh gw kangen berat ama mereka smuaaaaaaaaaa...gw berhareppp mrk bs ke greja smuaaaaaaa...
td siang gw di hospital say big regard to my beloved sista janni en broo ronnie,,a big hug en big bless for xmas mrk ucapin bwt gw en saling memberkati,,,gw g kuat pngen nangis sambil meluk my sist,ambil gw curhat ama dia tentang si broo yg dahh di telan singapore,secara gw crita about flash back last years about my be havior,,,sedihhh gw lahhh tp tetepp gw kudu smangatt en thank darling lu dah bwt gw tetep strong en strangle girl ngadepinnnn idupp,,alias jd cewe yg superrr g manjaa..kesimpulan gw...gw mo tetep jd the high quality single yg ogahhh beranjakkk gantii statusss,,,gw janji gw mo sriusss ama karierrrr en usaha gw bwt kerjaan en bisnis,,,my big wish i want to get a sholarship goes to europe...aminnnnnnn Lord,,,
en yg terpenting pengen bahagia keluargaaa gw smuaaa,,slny nya liat keluarga gw senyumm bahagiaaa itu aj dahh cukup bwt gw,slny setiap gw seneng ndiri alias hepii ending knpe ujung2 ny keluarga gw yg g enang ati2,,it's correct,so finally gw tau jawabanya gw kudu bahagiain keluarga gw smuaaaa...so u/ senenangan gw ndiri,g jd masalahh snly gw keseringan ama family gw,secara ama big frenz gw jarang bs hang out,slny pastiiiiiiii aj dedeeeeeeeeeeeee ku si anak bungsuuuuuuuu,,,pulang kau!!
now,i still in penang,,maybe gw g tau kpn bs ketemuu bdg lg,alias gw dahh pasrahh mo pulang kampung kpn???terserahh dehhhh cm TUHAN yg tau!!!***nyerahh bgt ya gmn mo nyerahhh ya orang penginapan gw aj kaga ada yg back up,anly me githu lohhhh!!!it's ok lahhh kyny sechhh itung2 projek lahh..yaaaa tmn2 gw aj yg kerja byk yg pd mudik!!gw kaga??kaciannnnnnnnnn dehhh gw...
yaaaa udahh lahhh jalaniii aj lahhhh,gw mahhh lewatiin aja lahhh walopun sedihhh bgt lahhh,g ktm si bebz lahh...g kayak taon kmrn beautiful met you,,now it's last sweet memory..
finally,,,malem natal gw lalui temenin sister w/ her fams di hospital,,,kacian my nephew en niece...GBU nak..capeeee dehh tp thank de LORD,,whatever i happen,i will tthankgiving to de Lord...
finalyy,udah dulu ahhh ntar pagi gw grejaaaa jam9..mana ada yg cek out lg,,,dasarrrr mrk g ngerti ama ini natalannn..masa gw harus k guesthouseee...ya sudahhh lahh,be patient taaaa...
byeeeeeeeebyeeeeeeee...have niceee a x'mas eve in my country,,may i'm enjoy in penang at hospital,,
THANK JESUS...gw dahh ngantukk berattttt...may i'm can wake up in 7am...GOD wake up me,pleaseee... =)
...vita251210,,in 4.10am @humz..
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